I didn't see you for a long time but I still can see you if I close my eyes. I can go back to those moments of our love. I can hear your voice & those words you used to say to me. Those times you keep your eyes on me. Don't you remember anything? my love!
Sometimes I feel like I am going out of control. This is like what I think about you. You made me feel something which I never think of and nothings going to fill the gap you made. You are someone to me who is beyond explanation. Can you hear the words of my heart?
I hope I will be there for you till my... last breath. I can't think, I will have to go without you. You will go away from me forever. You want me to forget you. Hah! You think you are making me happy?
Not this time, I am going to respect your every single word if those are valid. But how could you think my heart will stop crying for you forever? My brain is not able to control my heart. I want everything that you want but my heart is not like yours.
You know what I felt and I know what you felt. Now you are not like that you anymore. But I can't disrespect you being changed. I didn't want to change my feelings towards you what I felt first. My feeling doesn't depend on yours.
I respect the words you said. But for me, some words are not enough to describe how much I think about you. Emotions are not worth while. But this emotion is leading me to keep my promise alive. I am not able to forget you.
So, I don't want you to be so sad staying with me. But I am sorry, I am not happy staying away from you. So, that means I will not be happy to make you happy. Never mind, I will think of your happiness first. At last all I can say about myself is 'I am stupid. I am the wrong guy and I deserve what you give.' but if I did any good to you, don't forget to blame me and never forgive me. But I wont stop praying for your happy life.
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